Starting on the month my ex starting new life again with his choice...well it doesn't matter for me...what i worry is about my daughter's feeling. It's hard for me to explain to her what actually happened to her parents (although about separated between me and her father, i'm sure she knew about that), but about what happen now to her father, i'm not sure she could accept this. I hope her father could explain or at least ask her permission before he take decision, but he didn't. That's what i hate about this..so i make decision, let everything flow...and hope by time running and Diva get bigger , she will understand what happened to his father now.
In the middle of the month, my oldest sister, Wellyanti passed away..what a sad moment for my family. She was sick for about 1 month and vonis by doctor got cancer on her lung. After the vonis, it only take about 3 weeks, until her body get drop and finally she give up and passed away on 12 April. One week before, i went to Bandung with my whole family to see her on hospital. Her condition so hard, but we still try the best and pray. But in fact, the cancer is stronger than her. I know she never gave up, but maybe it the best for her, either she has to feel the sickness all the time. So Kak Well, my sister...good bye...hope you get the best place on the God side, we will always remember you as our lovely sister...we love u sist...
Here is my picture with my mother and all my sister, on Lebaran day 2007....
Apa yang sudah terjadi di bulan ini menyadarkan saya...make me stronger..make me realize that not everything we hope and we want must be happen...we have to prepare for the worst things in our life...but still try...never give up..always pray..and dont waste your life to remember about your past....think about our future..
